Interestingly enough, it goes to show that once God has blessed us we simply thank Him for it then just as quickly as those words exit our mouths we move on and forget exactly what He did for us. Simply putting our faith to nothing but a thank you. For Believing in Him we consistently Thank Him for the things He has yet to do and remember the things that He has done for us once before. He's saved my life both spiritually and physically, several times, even though in reality the probability would have been for me to have passed away He has captured me and lifted me back up. For we ALL have a purpose in His will! For we may not know what that is at the moment but I guarantee that we will, in one way or another, do something to Glorify His name, If we believe in Him. 

whats it matter

I wonder some times if you, or anyone knows the way i truly feel for you? If for one second you could feel the love that wants to scream out every second of every hour. Even the thought of your name typed on a screen or something that just reminds me of you, just makes me stop for a second wish that you were thinking the same thing. That when you thought of me that every nerve in your body just melts and you grow numb. Never will this feeling leave, no matter the distance that grows between us, NOTHING can separate the love i have for you. For God has given it and unless He steals it away, i can't let it go. I Will hold on for the rest of my life. 

Who will show

Who can know

The answers to my hearts desire

Will my heart have healing

From all the feeling

I have for my admirer

;)

who knew when all the walls fell, it would hurt this bad. 

why didn't they tell me that i was wrong to like you

never did i listen to the voice 

that would say that it was wrong

heaven on earth couldn't feel so right if it was so wrong. 

i must decide now what to do

to finish or to start over anew 

forgetting what we had

to begin something that never started.

not looking back to see what might happen

Or finish this lovely affair that we had

together with the one true love we shared.

to grow together stronger and closer the ever before

and forgetting the thoughts that we once had

striving together to become strong and stable with You!

Seeing You Leave Me 

Hurts More Then Anything

Crying All Night For Some Clarity

Still All I get is Clouding

As The Days Go By

And As Time Passes

The Deep Wounds Start To Die

But For Now It Still Lingers

All I See Is An Investment

Nothing I Did Was A Waste

But This Is Our Statement

We Started And Ended With Haste

Now That I Look Back 

I See Two Who Were

Not Mature

Neither Did Wrong Or Lacked

The Day Grows To The End

And Someday They Will Mend

And Through God's Eyes

Be Together The Rest Of Their Lives

Forever Until The End.

Third of many.. and this will be a long one hehe.. sry already..

Today Is A New

You Say You Love Me 

And Always Stand True

But Where Did You Go

Where Can I Find You

You Scream.. For.. Me..

You Still Remain Hidden

You Say You Seek Me

Seek My Guidence

Here I Stand

Where Are You

Come And Find Me

(chorus)

When You Call 

Know Im Coming

Know Im Running

When You're Scared

Know I'm Here

Know I'm Listening

When You Run

Know I'm Chasing

Know I'm Caring

Waiting For You To Come Back To Me

I'll Be Here, Waiting For You

And You'll Feel Me Holding You

Comforting You, Reminding You To

Stop You Worrying, Your Fears Will End

Know I'm Here Forever

Forever Until The end

(chorus)

Now You've Found Me Yet Again

Let's Run Until We End

Here I Am Once More Somehow

But Know I'm Here With You Now

Never Again Shall We Part

You Are Forever In My Heart

Or maybe not as long as i was going to have it.. hehe.. I didnt write out the chorus the second time hehe.. well i hope you enjoy it.. later there shall be more.. but we can only hope for now.. Inspiration has to be just around the bend.. Hope tho it isnt to far for me to see.. 

Here the second of alot that i have.. 

When I Laid Eyes On You

My Heart Stopped

And Jaws Dropped

And I Had Thought

I Had Found The One

We Laughed 

We Fought, And Cried

We Sought Eachother

We Sought God

Only To Learn You Were 

You Were Planning On Leaving

Not Knowing You Were 

Taking My Heart Away Too

Best Friends With Love

Both Together We Held Tight 

Praying Night And Day

Talking And Sharing 

Closer.. And Closer We Got

We Laughed 

We Fought, And Cried

We Sought Eachother

We Sought God

Only To Learn You Were 

You Were Planning On Leaving

Not Knowing You Were 

Taking My Heart Away Too

Now We Sit Here

But It Is I Who Sits Alone

Devistated By The Past

And My Heart Is Still Missing

Never Do I Want It To Leave You

Alway Will I Want It Back

I Want It to Return 

To The Way It Was Before

But I Now Know That I Only Burn 

Burn For That To Happen

Friends Now Only

The Love Has Been Taken

And The Hurt Has Grown So

... Last verst just wrote.. well Typed.. i havent even written it down.. tell me if you like it..

Long time NO see!

well i havent been on here... at all really.. i think i might have given up on this.. but i wanted to type what i have been writing lately.. like ya.. well here it is

Someone Find Me

Put Me Out Of My Misery 

She Told Me That I Wasn't The

Even After All The History

My Heart Is Vulnerable

I Need Something To Strengthen It

Who Knew It Was Possible

To Fall Into Such A Deep Pit

Where Did I Lose Her

Only God Can Tell The Truth

She Forgot How We Were Together

And He'll Lead You To The Right Booth

There Is Only Two Choices But YOU Have To Choose

Left Is Where Satan Lives

Right Is to God Who Does Not Lose

But It's Up To You And Your Motives Must be True

Only Then Will You Understand The Mistery 

Not sure what that is.. but ya just wrote it down sitting outside of my friend's house before he got home.. like 10 min.. if that... hehe.. if more is wanted to be written let me know.. i have alot.. haha.. just holla! 

Love you all!